Why look for a religion? Just live your own spirituality. Follow what feels true. If you like ritual, take rituals that you like and perform them. The thing is, even if you found a religion that combined the two, it wouldn’t be your spirituality, it would be someone else’s that matched yours ‘close enough’. Do you see what I mean? Everyone is unique and should find their own spirituality. Even those within the same religion often have differences.
In short, like within rather than out.