That sounds a lot like things we were talking about last night. Well, minus the slitting of people’s throats lol
I was also still on day 4 due to time management issues. I finally made it through activating all of my toes. It was very easy on my right foot, but on the left it was hard to zone in on a particular toe. I found with my big toe that if I stirred where the toe meets the foot it made it easier, since that is a minor chakra point.
As for dreams, last night wasn’t the most pleasant either. I dreamt that Carrie and I were at some sort of shopping mall. Something wierdly sexual happened (the details are not important). After that didn’t go quite as planned, she admitted that she had been cheating on me. I didn’t freak out because, honestly, we’ve discussed how to handle any cheating situation from either of us. And I didn’t believe it because I couldn’t imagine when she’d have time to do that. We came to a store where an athletic young black woman greeted me and apologized. Then she gave me a hug, which was slightly wierd. As we continued through the mall there were other people who knew her, and apparently there was a boy involved too. It’s getting hazy now. But eventually I started to get pissed, mostly because it didn’t make sense to me. I don’t think the questions were ever resolved in the dream either.
I’m not sure why I would dream about that because I’m not worried about Carrie cheating on me. Slightly less obvious, it could represent her using her energies elsewhere, but with as sick as she is, I don’t see that being it. Perhaps it’s a future concern. Anyway, it was odd.