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Hilda Cain replied the topic: Shadowdragon's Training Journals

Good point, it has been a while and they did need refreshing. I power them by Nature, sun, and moon. Not by my personnal power, unless it is an emergency. Yes, there have been changes and it has been a while.

After, thinking about it, very few people know what I am doing, neither my husband nor mother in law, know I am on the Jedi path. The only friend, that knows was told by a bigger power than me, to leave me a lone. I was doing what I should do, and anyway he thinks it is a good idea. So, that is a puzzle.
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Yeah, i tend to view the dream as an issue of control too. I'm curious if it improves with refreshing your shields. You can also to an mbo request for the dreams to be clearer, or go away if they aren't beneficial.
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It is an issue of control, I feel most of the time, like I have no control over my life. I work at a job I do NOT enjoy and live in an area, i do not like. BUT, I do have my Druidic and Jedi practices and my life WILL change for the better. I had not thought of using the MBOs in that way, I will do so. At least, the dreams affirmed I could do what I needed to.
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I have renewed my shields, so far, no bad dreams.
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Glad to hear it! This all makes sense.
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Hilda Cain replied the topic: Shadowdragon's Training Journals

Of course, it does. I have been shielding for long time. I can sometimes pick up others emotions and pain, when I do not. And, happiness to of course.
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Hilda Cain replied the topic: Shadowdragon's Training Journals

Yeah, intuition! Some examples I have had:
Walked out of an interview with a very nasty person, twice, did not take jobs I had feeling were scrams, can do scrams with a glance, now.
getting a notion to see wonderful things - a hummingbird feeding, a tree outlined against the sky, a sunset, a hawk eating, a snake sunning,
going on a road to meet nice people, or finding a beautiful place just to enjoy.
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One incident of not following - I really needed a job and took one I knew was not the right one. OH DEAR!! The commuter was awful, the people were awful, the owner wanted someone prettier, and it was just a mess.
Following my intuition, I found you all, enough said.
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FYI - after 6 weeks, the owner found a pretty, young thing to use the system, I was let go.
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Kol Drake replied the topic: Shadowdragon's Training Journals

Sorry you got pushed aside.
Glad you got out of such a toxic situation.

"Pretty young things" are over-rated imo.
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